10 August 2009

Note: The starting might be an interesting post but the emo part is going to come too.

National day celebration in school was the worst among the 5 years in my secondary school. Mass sing-a-long was held in the hot scorching parade ground and the songs were not even nice except for HOME!!!! School activity was so boring too. The event ‘Don’t forget the lyrcis’ was not fun to speak about. Heading out to quite a number of places that day but it ended at 6plus since Zhengyu and I was pretty tired and I was apparently lacking in sleep.

Initial idea of heading to the flea on Saturday was changed last minute since I didn’t want to find my way. We were apparently stonning at Clark Quay since it was a time I could get away from the hectic life which was really comfy with the natural wind blowing and the tourists around. The day ended with us, including helmi, studying in the library till the library closed. Then, since we didn’t want to continue studying, Zhengyu and I walked home from the library then. I don’t even want to speak about what happened that day. After he drank red bull, he got really so high. HAHA. Shaker fries, Prata and all the other funny jokes he was cracking which made Helmi and I laughed till we were the noise maker in the library after dinner.

National day itself was quite a day I really enjoyed with those peeps. (((:
Met up with Qiyao first at the queenstown since I was really lazy to walk to redhill and since Zhengyu met up with Daud at redhill. The 4 of us met up. Apparently those MIC came in when we were being nice letting others out, and I managed to get in while Qiyao and Daud weren’t. They were apparently meanie, lying that they were waiting for the next train. While waiting for them, daud came out and wanted to scare while Qiyao stole my bag and both got caught red-handed, HAHA. Bought tickets for UP, which is a show that I really recommend although I almost slept a few times since I didn’t have enough sleep again. Ate at MAC with Qiyao since the others went POOL-ing and although we didn’t have much chat at MAC, I really was entertained by him, HAHA. Played bowling like 2 hours later? I really bowled lousy, the score was apparently sucky. We gave watching the firework a miss since we were really pissed about not able to find a spot. And thus went to BUGIS, slacked at Illuma and had lots of fun and interesting thing happening there. Details shall not be spoke, (((: Some left from Bugis while Helmi, Daud, Zhengyu and I went to Tiong to have supper apparently only Helmi ate while we drank only and then home. Thanks for sending me home (((: and I hope Qiyao is feeling better since he was somehow down with flu again.


Things are turning out the wrong way, not to what I have expected things to be. I am really messed up with what is happening around and to me now. Now, I really have to give a time to think but time now is so limited. I don’t want to make others think I am fooling around with my life, my future and my school work. To speak the truth, friendship, school, life and family are problems. I don’t want to ruin any of this but I’m afraid I did, indirectly. Help… I really need someone who knows this to help.


XOXO;
K.


why is it that figuring what your heart is thinking,
harder than solving the world's most difficult maths problem?

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